Meeko passed away December 20th. Unlike most other deaths, I blamed myself for a short time and then got over it. She had a better life than the homes before me. I think she was happy.
I am still having a hard time caring about myself I guess. I have a plan to get up early in the AM to work out before work, which will also force me to eat breakfast and that should align the rest of my meals for the day. There have been a few days that I have been successful and others I have not, some times not even due to my lack of interest or trying, but environmental/house hold issues. Tomorrow starts a new week for me to try again, and I will keep trying every day.